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Proem [A Fool of Love]

 we always have at least one love phase in our life, when we madly in love with someone and do something outside our rationality and i call it Foolove phase. Of course I have one though and i never regret it.  I feel in love even tough i barely met him, and this is story of my live how 9 years I'm in love with him. and I if was fool for him i'd wait for him. but i choose   force my self to bury you deepest inside my heart and continue live my live. I just will write part of my memories here to reminisce my heartbreak. so its begin from word world a cyberspace but we can be true self we wanna be. i feel in love with how he description the world around him, it's quite fun full of colours and chaotic. when all my world just black and white. 

1st Interaction [Stories About Mr. El]

     Pernah nggak sih kamu langsung merasa nyambung saat pertama kali dm-an sama orang asing? feel so weird but fun though. Itu yang pertama aku rasakan saat berinteraksi dengan mas El.        Our First meeting itu ketemu di space di twitter, saat itu lagi hype-hypenya space, aku join di salah satu random space dan disitu aku cuma dengerin aja habis itu selesai ngga ada pikiran apa-apa cuma well that's fun experiece though  kemudian aku dapet notif dia follow aku,and im checking his profile i think this guy kinda cute he's having that amazing long hair with handsome beard dan akhirnya aku follback dan kemudian dia DM say hi sorry follow karea kita satu space, and of course i immediately reply though XD , so i reply, we have lil chit chat and i feel amazing, pertama kali ngobrol sama orang asing tapi bisa seasik ini, nggak ada perasaan canggung atau kayak ngerasa aneh, biasanya first time kalau pertama kali ngobrol sama stranger di DM itu agak kaku...

Prolog - An Confusion of feeling [Stories About Mr. El]

Do you ever feel deeply in love with someone but also you know that you're just nobody and you're not his type? It's been a year since we're losing contact but my heart still logging for him I don't know why should I do. I'm trying to erase him from my mind and my heart. I just tried to live my life, well sometimes I successfully forget about him. but sometimes and at some point of my life I'm missing him and I'm thinking about him again and again and again and again.  What should i do? What can i do? 

arrière-plan (Latar Belakang)

Halo aku Anne, di sini aku akan memulai menuliskan berbagai macam hal perasaan, imajinasi serta beragam kisah, kisahku, maupun  kisah yang aku tangkap dari sekitarku. Aku mencoba menulis lagi setelah sekian lama vakum menulis. Kalau dulu aku menulis karena hobi sekarang aku mencoba menulis karena aku butuh, aku butuh menyalurkan apa yang ada di otakku apa yang aku rasakan di hatiku aku butuh menulis agar aku tetap waras menjalani kehidupan ini. Teruntuk diriku sendiri. Terimakasih tetap bertahan berjuang selama ini. Terimakasih tetap kuat walaupun lelah.